We used to be attached at the hip!

So I'm bored again now and the wknd can't come any faster. I was sitting here analysing life as I often do and thought about a bunch of people that have come and gone in my life. I mean these were people who at one point I would have sworn would be LIFELONG friends. These are people I spent hour after hour with plotting schemes, sharing laughs and crying tears with.

I went back home on vacation recently and was really looking forward to seeing certain people... There were two that couldn't make the time to see me and honestly, I wasn't that irked by it. But there was one particular person who I grew up with for the most part. I mean this was a person who knew things about me that no one else knew. And he/ she couldn't take the time to see me... that was just hurtful. It's taking time but I'm going to slowly get over it and I'm not going to try again. Call it pride or call it being a bitch but I tried so meh.

On to the happy people in my life... there are just some people who mean a lot to me in the oddest of circumstance. A friend of mine from middle school send emails every once in a while. We sometimes have months where we are not able to keep in touch but I love her tons and I know that she's a LIFELONG friend.

There's another friend who I may have physically met maybeeee 4 times.... I don't think it was more than 5. And we BARELY talk but still I know that he/she's there when I need them and that he/she is a LIFELONG friend.

When chat rooms were cool, I used to go to one where I met a fellow chatter... We email ALMOST on a daily basis. He/ She knows almost everything about me and we've now been friends for 7 years. I have never met him/ her but they are a LIFELONG friend.

And the last LIFELONG friend who I appreciate is Zak. We were friends, then lovers and now husband and wife. We've yelled at each other (actually it was me who did most of the yelling), made each other cry (again, it was mostly me crying cuz I cry at EVERYTHING) and had crazy ups and downs in our relationship. But he believed in us as much as I did. He is one of my best friends and I know he will always be.

And of course I have a lot of people who I consider family. You don't always like your family. You don't always talk to your family. But you know that no matter what you will always be connected to each other. :)